Never Better

I don't know what's going on, but I've never felt better. The last few days have been great for me. It all started early in the evening on Thursday, I was driving through San Diego and everything started to get a little brighter, almost literally. Since then it seems my vision of the world has completely changed, everything looks and feels different. It almost reminds me of how I felt over two years ago before some relationship drama started. I'm feeling things that I haven't felt in a long time.

I haven't been able to explain these new feelings. The best physiological reason I can come up with is that pseudoephedrine is somehow mucking with my serotonin levels (much in the way amphetamines would - I know that pseudoephedrine is chemically similar to methamphetamine, and also affects the CNS, but I'm not sure how it all ties in.)

Have I been depressed because of low serotonin levels? Or are things just looking up? Rest assured, I'm on this. If I have to see a neurologist or psychiatrist then that's what I'm going to have to do - I don't want to go back to that state of lacking almost all feeling.